Sunday, July 31, 2011

I'm Strong enough to live without you!

This is my first poem and i came up with it while traveling in the bus.


I'm not rich and I'm not Smart
But I do have a beautiful heart
I can't buy you cars and stars
But I can hide all of your scars.

You never understood what lies inside
You always thought I've got something to hide
You never loved me the way i did
For my love even sky was not the limit

Now I'm strong enough to live without you
Yes I'm Strong enough to die without you
I'm strong enough to curse your name
I'm strong enough to feel that pain

Hell with you and with your smile
Hell with reasons that led to good-Bye
Hell with the moments we spent together
Hell with the promise of loving forever.

Friday, July 29, 2011

Come Back!

Those were the days when talking to me for a minute used to make your day, when we used to meet and the butterflies flew instantly, when my kiss alone could fuel the fire of happiness for life time. Those were the days when your smile used to make me feel like a Prince, when looking into your eyes was the only thing i wanted to do, when your touch made me numb.

Alas! Gone are those days. Now you don't like my presence anymore, you don't like when i follow you, you don't like when i try to talk to you and the irony was when you claimed that you were flirting with me from past 3 years. I don't believe you, Maybe you can lie to me but your eyes can't, maybe you can try to ignore me but you can't forget to miss me, maybe you can leave me in the middle of nowhere but you can't stop thinking about me. Maybe you can fake a smile but your eyes can't deceive me.

You broke me, you broke my heart, you broke everything You turned my world upside down and inside out, but I know it was worth it for that one moment of love we had, it's a shame it went bad. I want you back! I want to do something that can bring you closer to me, i want to do something really foolish and quite annoying, No! I can't cut my arm neither would I try to, because i am the one who used to laugh at those who sliced there arms apart for their beloved, i am the one who used to tease those who cried when they broke apart. I value my ego more than anything, so i won't let those people laugh at me.

Dear you, I would not miss you but i would miss the one what i thought you are.

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Dear Mom...Its Your son

My single mistake and she trounced on me, "You are careless, you don't care for your family, you don't care for us bla bla bla. Yeah there were the words that I had to hear from my mother when i forgot to put the milk bowl into the refrigerator when she left for office.
        I was feeling pathetic because of my mistake, but the words of my mother didn't invite shamefulness but helped in arousing choler in me. I wanted tell my mother that:-
I'm not careless but its the impuissance of my mind to remember such silly things like putting the milk bowl into refrigerator etcetra. Mom! Indeed I always have a smile on my face and Taylor Swift & Avril Lavigne songs on my lips, but its not only thing with which my mind is occupied. My mind is also possessed with thoughts about my studies, career and future. My mind is also engaged with questions like, Should i go abroad for studies or not? Will it be right to leave my parents here alone? Will my Dad afford the hefty tuition fees?
       My Mother always says i don't study a bit. Well Mom! How did you forgot that I'm the one who leaves for tuition at 5'O clock in the morning at come back home at 5pm. Dear Mamma, I don't go to dance clubs or cinemas, i spend these 12 hours in schools and tuition. Heck Yeah! I Do Study. Yeah! I'm the one who lost 10 kg from my underweight body since i was promoted to 12th standard and mom how do you know that I don't care for My parents. I Do care for you people and that's the only reason that prevents me from hanging from the fan or jump from the bedroom window.