My single mistake and she trounced on me, "You are careless, you don't care for your family, you don't care for us bla bla bla. Yeah there were the words that I had to hear from my mother when i forgot to put the milk bowl into the refrigerator when she left for office.
I was feeling pathetic because of my mistake, but the words of my mother didn't invite shamefulness but helped in arousing choler in me. I wanted tell my mother that:-
I'm not careless but its the impuissance of my mind to remember such silly things like putting the milk bowl into refrigerator etcetra. Mom! Indeed I always have a smile on my face and Taylor Swift & Avril Lavigne songs on my lips, but its not only thing with which my mind is occupied. My mind is also possessed with thoughts about my studies, career and future. My mind is also engaged with questions like, Should i go abroad for studies or not? Will it be right to leave my parents here alone? Will my Dad afford the hefty tuition fees?
My Mother always says i don't study a bit. Well Mom! How did you forgot that I'm the one who leaves for tuition at 5'O clock in the morning at come back home at 5pm. Dear Mamma, I don't go to dance clubs or cinemas, i spend these 12 hours in schools and tuition. Heck Yeah! I Do Study. Yeah! I'm the one who lost 10 kg from my underweight body since i was promoted to 12th standard and mom how do you know that I don't care for My parents. I Do care for you people and that's the only reason that prevents me from hanging from the fan or jump from the bedroom window.
I was feeling pathetic because of my mistake, but the words of my mother didn't invite shamefulness but helped in arousing choler in me. I wanted tell my mother that:-
I'm not careless but its the impuissance of my mind to remember such silly things like putting the milk bowl into refrigerator etcetra. Mom! Indeed I always have a smile on my face and Taylor Swift & Avril Lavigne songs on my lips, but its not only thing with which my mind is occupied. My mind is also possessed with thoughts about my studies, career and future. My mind is also engaged with questions like, Should i go abroad for studies or not? Will it be right to leave my parents here alone? Will my Dad afford the hefty tuition fees?
My Mother always says i don't study a bit. Well Mom! How did you forgot that I'm the one who leaves for tuition at 5'O clock in the morning at come back home at 5pm. Dear Mamma, I don't go to dance clubs or cinemas, i spend these 12 hours in schools and tuition. Heck Yeah! I Do Study. Yeah! I'm the one who lost 10 kg from my underweight body since i was promoted to 12th standard and mom how do you know that I don't care for My parents. I Do care for you people and that's the only reason that prevents me from hanging from the fan or jump from the bedroom window.
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